But here it is, an update.

I have been away for quite some fucking time, but whatever. I know this doesn’t have audio and blah blah. Just be glad I am typing it.

A bunch of unexpected things has popped up in the past year so thats part of my excuse, the other is that I am lazy. I might get some new readers as the link floats around for a bit, I don’t know how many of you still have this on a RSS feed. To those new people, hi. I am sorry. Please forgive me for what you are about to read.

On to new stuff.

I have been in a slump lately. No fucking idea what to do or what direction to go in. I won’t be at my place for much longer most likely. I will miss it as we have had quite the shenanigans here and I will be reduced to an apartment till I can scrounge money to get another house. We will have a couple wild parties before that point, then we shall look fondly at the days when we raised hell in this house of the devil. Work also seems to be destabilizing, being stuck in a buy out and unsure as to what the future hold kinda sucks. I am left with a new feeling of doing something. If I get canned where do I go? What should I do in the interim before a new job? I think I have found the answer. I shall embark on a journey. I don’t know where to exactly, I have a small list of where I think I might go.

http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?hl=en&ie=UTF8&msa=0&msid=105555543914112923019.000496c73348f9e554638&z=6

Not sure if that actually links to my map but whatever, if it doesn’t I will fix it later. Whats that? What will I do on my journey? Fucked if I know. Maybe I will find someone who wants to go with me and we can raise hell or I could just venture it alone and see if I make it back alive. I have been having this weird sense of just getting up and doing soemthing. Go out and find my place in the world type thing. I have recently been pondering about the whole “finding a reason to live” idealism. I then realized that there is no reason to live. We all just find justifications for our existence. Well then, I am going to justify mine by doing whatever the fuck I want and being me god damnit!.

I think I will find a new vehicle that would help on this journey. I will then outfit it with electronics and various other things that I will make specifically for it. Doesn’t need to get good gas mileage but it needs to be roomy. I think a Land Rover will do well assuming I can find one at a decent price. The electronics I will have to make will probably be along the lines of tracking then make a site that tracks it. I will also bring cameras to document this adventure. Figure out a plugin system to automatically update the blog with video/photo/audio.

I should probably get a new laptop as well to do this..

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