The lingering pain is normal.

I watched the video last night and masturbated to it 3 times. I am just so fucking awesome in it. Anyways, this will probably explain a little bit about my fetishes. This was taken years ago when I really started to head down a sexual thirst that still can’t be satisfied.

All images and audio in this post is NWS. Just so you guys now.
First off I had my ex giver herself a enema. Here she is doing it, note my awesome tub with the rusty well water. So she prepared herself for one of the first full anal experience, meaning the first time she took my cock all the way in her ass and let me fuck her. Here is a pic of me getting her ready. The video then switched to me just straight fucking her and her riding me for quite some time. Here is a image of her waiting for the cock.

I miss those times. I need to find myself a girl who likes to experiment with things she hasn’t experienced. They have to be vocal too. Here is a mp3 of what it sounded like when I got my cock in her ass.

No one but me will ever see the video most likely, but I enjoy the fact that I have it. I wish I chronicled my other sex adventures. I could then look at them and see where I could have done better. I could also find out the exact time I took a sudden dive into wanting more and more freaky fetish shit. The next girl I get involved with that allows me to do this stuff is either going to have the best orgasms of her life, or she is going to cry alot.

So I was hunting around my room for something and I find a DV Tape that wasn’t labeled. Curiosity went straight through the roof and I ran to my camera and loaded it up. Rewound the bitch till it saw data and hit play. What did I see? I saw me fucking the shit out of one of my ex’s. This got me beyond excited. I instantly became erect and i started to giggle. Tonight I will be ripping it to my computer and extracting some pics and sound bytes from it. See if I can find anything that just makes me laugh. Ahhh the good old days, how I miss them.

While I am ripping video I will be doing some audio stuff for the blog. So we MIGHT see some audio clips, don’t hold your breath though. I don’t like you guys that much, unless you sent me naked pics or I have naked pics of you (girls only). Then I masturbate to you quite alot.

I have this ability to come up with ideas that really make no sense. I am currently debating starting a new project car, which would make 3 projects total (and only 1 is semi complete), which is probably the craziest combo I thought up so far. Sad part is I can see it working. If it come to fruition I will most likely die shortly after.

In the debates about racing and all that fun stuff, my obsession with anal sex and extreme sexual fantasies came to light yet again. I guess its my fault that it happens due to me constantly talking about it. I know at some parties, when I talk about shit like that, I can see the glimmer in some girls eyes. They want to know more, they want to experience it. Problem is they are afraid or just don’t find me attractive. It takes a bit to break a girls will or to coax her into engaging in such extreme acts. I guess that’s why I am infatuated by it, it’s like a game to me. If I win I might get a relationship and sexual gratification, if I lose I get a funny story to tell.

I think this year I will be acting younger than I already do. I feel the need to pick on the young kids who are new to the whole car game, maybe see if I can convince their girls to take pictures for me. Yes I know, I am a horrible person and I am going to hell. At least my cock will be hard and I will be speeding there in one of my cars. Probably on fire.

I know I have not posted in some time. Got sucked into the Starcraft 2 beta. My nerd side takes over alot.

Yesterday I had quite the… engaging discussion with some youngins. Someone that I knew posted on FB that he was getting a SRT4. Now I am not a fan of dodge so I decided to give him a little shit for it. Out of no where someone jumps in and “lol who is this hater.” So I decided to check out who the new challenger is. His profile picture showed him next to an evo. That was all I needed to see. After exchanging a few words he instantly resorted to saying things like “My life is better.”  and “I am 20 and I bet my life is more interesting than yours.”.

I don’t think I laughed as hard as I ever did in my life. Eventually it came down to setting up a race. My pile of shit Firebird vs ToolKid’s Evo. First it was one race at my road one race at his road. Then it changed to race at the track cause he was scared of crashing into a tree. I am now making it a point to find this kid, hopefully he will be on hwy sometime so I can heckle him in person.

SO now starts the push to fix the fuel issue with the Firebird. Also need to get my friend’s RX-7 up and running. Lots to do, lots to do.

Also, audio is still being worked on.