Last night was another late night for me. I seem to forget what time it is when I am doing things that are actually entertaining. I found a new site called tinychat.com. This site allows you to create a chat and simply pick a user name and go. Best part? They have webcam ability. What does that all add up to? I found some new cam whores. I forgot how much fun being anonymous was, as well as what girls who just met you would do for attention. This also meant I got absolutely nothing done on anything except for a temporary fill of the giant hole in my soul. I love whores.

I am still haunted by the modelling event. People continue to inform me that I missed a good time. What made matters worse was when I tried to make myself feel better by telling them I would have been kicked out by molesting models, my friend informed me that by the time the public was allowed in they were all so trashed I would have gotten away with it. Depression at that point sunk in hard. For about 2 hours I sat in a corner of my house, crying. Not many things make me cry, the things that do usually involve someone kicking me in the balls. I don’t know what it will take for me to feel better about missing that event, most likely the party this weekend. I hope to god whores are there.

In preparation for the party I have been accumulating various dance/club music from around the world. I believe I have talked about this before and how it is slowing destroying me on the inside. Now I have to mix em up into what I think would be the best for girls to dance to. Which is hard for me considering I don’t listen to this enough nor am I involved in any scene to know what gets the girls to be dirty on the dance floor. I usually just use some form of alcoholic beverage and some choice words to get them to start taking their clothes off. If music can accomplish this faster I think I am going to change the way I go about things. Don’t worry either, I will make sure to get pictures of the event and see if we can get some good enough to grace this page. Which means hopefully we can get boob or ass shots. If this event fails to produce, I might go into a coma.

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